29 November 2009, 11:43 PM
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You never know what you have until it's gone.
28 November 2009, 1:15 AM
I want to blog but my mind just can't express itself.
Am I brain dead?
Am I brain dead?
26 November 2009, 2:51 PM
No drama, no more from tonight onwards.
, 12:55 AM
Yay this whole week is super slack yay :D
Today was the day for solitude, reflection and some peace from the crazy world. I loved it so much but at the end of the day, I felt very sad. Or nostalgic, rather. If I could I would turn things back to where it actually all began, and do smthg about it. I won't sit on the fence and bullshit. Sadly everyth changed for the worse. Or better I might say.
Oh well. How can new things come in when we don't let go of the old ones. Cannot be so selfish and annoying. Have to stop to be so controlling.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
But this song I'm listening to is so apt - This time baby, I'll be BULLETPROOF!
HAHHAA okay only have four hours to sleep. Gona waste my time rotting on the phone with a drunkard again HAHAHHA.
Gnight :)
Today was the day for solitude, reflection and some peace from the crazy world. I loved it so much but at the end of the day, I felt very sad. Or nostalgic, rather. If I could I would turn things back to where it actually all began, and do smthg about it. I won't sit on the fence and bullshit. Sadly everyth changed for the worse. Or better I might say.
Oh well. How can new things come in when we don't let go of the old ones. Cannot be so selfish and annoying. Have to stop to be so controlling.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
But this song I'm listening to is so apt - This time baby, I'll be BULLETPROOF!
HAHHAA okay only have four hours to sleep. Gona waste my time rotting on the phone with a drunkard again HAHAHHA.
Gnight :)
23 November 2009, 1:40 AM
THIS IS GONA BE AN ANGSTY POST.
To clear things once and for all, I am the purest thing of all mankind.
HAHA okay I tried to put whatever I wanted to say in a more subtle way cos I think this is kinda random but, I still mean it nontheless. My life is not complicated, its plain jane. Boring but safe. I rather play it this way hahaha.
Okay said my peace of mind. I'm done with this post!
To clear things once and for all, I am the purest thing of all mankind.
HAHA okay I tried to put whatever I wanted to say in a more subtle way cos I think this is kinda random but, I still mean it nontheless. My life is not complicated, its plain jane. Boring but safe. I rather play it this way hahaha.
Okay said my peace of mind. I'm done with this post!
19 November 2009, 12:30 AM
Why is my life so sad? Wait, I don't even have a life. Everytime after school or attachment I feel like a zombie and all I can think about is crashing on my comfy bed and sleep like there's no tmr. I don't even have the energy to go out and have fun. Zzz I wonder how socialites or even normal working people live the night life and go to work like normal the next day. I.will.probably.just.die.
Today's attachment is one of the best yet :) Sports medicine ftw! Can't wait to major in it I don't think I'll change my mind about it. It was fun esp with the wakeboarderess around. Hahaha there were still sleepy moments though.
Then Hog's breath with the three of the usuals omg it sucks zzz really waste my money somemore I have been saving up just to eat at that stupid expensive place omg waste money waste my time zzz zzz zzz
Then came the perfect moment for the night :) :) :) Hahahahahaha 5 mins of short lived happiness at least I had the privilege to savour those moments. Hehehe :)
Kayers putting that aside I don't think I can wake up so anat class tmr, so bye bye to the fifth week of class at eight! Lol just go to school at ten for Kine. I must.
And my dying bank account has like um, twenty four cents or smthg hahaha tell me how to go bkk like that. Another plan saving failed again, miserably. Sigh.
Okayzzz on my way to L land now gnight pigs :)
Today's attachment is one of the best yet :) Sports medicine ftw! Can't wait to major in it I don't think I'll change my mind about it. It was fun esp with the wakeboarderess around. Hahaha there were still sleepy moments though.
Then Hog's breath with the three of the usuals omg it sucks zzz really waste my money somemore I have been saving up just to eat at that stupid expensive place omg waste money waste my time zzz zzz zzz
Then came the perfect moment for the night :) :) :) Hahahahahaha 5 mins of short lived happiness at least I had the privilege to savour those moments. Hehehe :)
Kayers putting that aside I don't think I can wake up so anat class tmr, so bye bye to the fifth week of class at eight! Lol just go to school at ten for Kine. I must.
And my dying bank account has like um, twenty four cents or smthg hahaha tell me how to go bkk like that. Another plan saving failed again, miserably. Sigh.
Okayzzz on my way to L land now gnight pigs :)
17 November 2009, 8:56 PM
NAISE ONE LA
I just received a few emails on counselling workshops or one to one talk for people who are lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender...........
ZZZZ
I just received a few emails on counselling workshops or one to one talk for people who are lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender...........
ZZZZ
, 12:22 AM
My hands are very itchy. I'm like mother effing broke but I want to shop, buy smthg to make my fingers not itchy. HAHA I suck srsly cannot make it in any money saving plans. The only way to curb this stupid habit of mine is to starve. And this perfectly blends in with my diet plan. Perfect-o!
I knew it now what time alr and I gotta wake up at 7 plus for school tmr I knew it I knew it! Zzz and I know I'm mother slow but I finished the whole season one and two of gossip girl already. Hahaha now I have missing episodes of season three so I'm waiting for some kind soul to donate their videos to me. Heeeheeeeeee.
Yay last week of attachment and hopefully we all can go to Body Worlds next week. I'm looking forward to it I'm glad I've overcomed this fear that allowed me to see so much more rather than myself stuck under the umbrella. The light that does wonders.
Zzz haven't even pack my bag yet I'm not training this week heh
In case you thought it was this way, I actually meant the exact opposite. It doesn't work when you don't reply.
I knew it now what time alr and I gotta wake up at 7 plus for school tmr I knew it I knew it! Zzz and I know I'm mother slow but I finished the whole season one and two of gossip girl already. Hahaha now I have missing episodes of season three so I'm waiting for some kind soul to donate their videos to me. Heeeheeeeeee.
Yay last week of attachment and hopefully we all can go to Body Worlds next week. I'm looking forward to it I'm glad I've overcomed this fear that allowed me to see so much more rather than myself stuck under the umbrella. The light that does wonders.
Zzz haven't even pack my bag yet I'm not training this week heh
In case you thought it was this way, I actually meant the exact opposite. It doesn't work when you don't reply.
16 November 2009, 1:44 AM
Didn't know you could do this to me.
11 November 2009, 11:22 PM
Now I believe forever isn't eternity, bcos she just said it. In a subtle way of cos, no one wld throw the point straight across. But we all know its just one of the white lies that we used to comfort each other.
The days have been passing fast and I'm surprised it isn't stabbing my heart. The prescence used to create huge pumping reaction but its slowly dying down... Or has it died down? I guess the weekend will prove my concluded theory.
I am dead tired with an injury to go along with it. An old time injury that wouldn't leave me alone till death do us apart. Ha Ha Ha. But nonetheless I shall conquer this stupid ankle of mine and move on to find new prosthetics to replace this damaged fool.
And so as I would say to you.
The days have been passing fast and I'm surprised it isn't stabbing my heart. The prescence used to create huge pumping reaction but its slowly dying down... Or has it died down? I guess the weekend will prove my concluded theory.
I am dead tired with an injury to go along with it. An old time injury that wouldn't leave me alone till death do us apart. Ha Ha Ha. But nonetheless I shall conquer this stupid ankle of mine and move on to find new prosthetics to replace this damaged fool.
And so as I would say to you.
09 November 2009, 1:28 AM
I don't want to lose this battle but I think I already did :(
Byebye tgwtpb :( :(
07 November 2009, 12:40 AM
My.
When they say life can be a bitch sometimes, I disagree. More like it is a bitch everytime. Especially if you happen to have the same character as me, being some retard and all. Haha okay la not so bad. At least I still try so if its like that then I will be happy the way it is :)
My vision doesn't need to be sweetened anymore :) Though the possibility equals zero but it shld keep me going for at least a month. I only need them when the level of happiness dies down. But I have faith, its going to be more than a month. Too damn hot~
Finally some time to watch tv and use the com. Shall go offline to do some stuff now. Byeeeeeee
tgwtpb :}
When they say life can be a bitch sometimes, I disagree. More like it is a bitch everytime. Especially if you happen to have the same character as me, being some retard and all. Haha okay la not so bad. At least I still try so if its like that then I will be happy the way it is :)
My vision doesn't need to be sweetened anymore :) Though the possibility equals zero but it shld keep me going for at least a month. I only need them when the level of happiness dies down. But I have faith, its going to be more than a month. Too damn hot~
Finally some time to watch tv and use the com. Shall go offline to do some stuff now. Byeeeeeee
tgwtpb :}
04 November 2009, 12:26 AM
I want to make it a point to blog everyday. Hahahaha
Okay today I ate damn a lot of food. I snack every half an hour its no joke. Then training in the evening, I died halfway during the sprints. My calves died. It's actually hurting I don't know what's wrong with it. Zzz
Just realised how bloody fat I am. Srsly gona forgo all the snacking, or at least the unhealthy food. Which is the snacks that I'm snacking on. What am I talking about. Zzz
Can see that I'm typing in short sentences, sound as though I'm rushing. I just bathed, waiting for my hair to dry before I head to lala land :}
Tmr's attachment at Sgh again. I pray for better ventilation and hopefully my psychotic partner will be fine tmr. And I pray that I will be able to wake up, and stay awake for my attachment throughout. Yay I can see the pretty physiotherapist and the hot doctor HAHA
Super broke now. I can't even withdraw money my atm card is useless. Lol I cannot eat so much this week or at not to spend money on unnecessary things. I MUST
Stupid M today super irritating what's up with all the Ms' man. Zzz
I feel ticklish when I see her name. Means anyth? Beats me.
Rushy rushy entry even I feel like I'm rushing. Hahaha Gnight pigssss :)
Okay today I ate damn a lot of food. I snack every half an hour its no joke. Then training in the evening, I died halfway during the sprints. My calves died. It's actually hurting I don't know what's wrong with it. Zzz
Just realised how bloody fat I am. Srsly gona forgo all the snacking, or at least the unhealthy food. Which is the snacks that I'm snacking on. What am I talking about. Zzz
Can see that I'm typing in short sentences, sound as though I'm rushing. I just bathed, waiting for my hair to dry before I head to lala land :}
Tmr's attachment at Sgh again. I pray for better ventilation and hopefully my psychotic partner will be fine tmr. And I pray that I will be able to wake up, and stay awake for my attachment throughout. Yay I can see the pretty physiotherapist and the hot doctor HAHA
Super broke now. I can't even withdraw money my atm card is useless. Lol I cannot eat so much this week or at not to spend money on unnecessary things. I MUST
Stupid M today super irritating what's up with all the Ms' man. Zzz
I feel ticklish when I see her name. Means anyth? Beats me.
Rushy rushy entry even I feel like I'm rushing. Hahaha Gnight pigssss :)
02 November 2009, 11:19 PM
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love
Yeah, what did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know
You've made yourself cold
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control
How could you let go
Don't you know I'm not attached to material
& this is for the last time now. I'm pretty sure.
I'm in high spirits today :}
I have decided on a certain matter and to cast it aside, and so far I've been doing pretty well without it. I hope it will continue this way! YAYERS ^^
And my resolution for the week is to attend every single class possible. Although I know it might not happen on Friday I must still put effort into doing so! It's already the third week and I just realised I'm lagging behind very badly. Cannot repeat whatever that happened during Sem One. I can do this!!
Time to pack my bag and go to sleep soon, the viscious cycle yet again. Zzz.
Lop lop lop :)
01 November 2009, 4:51 PM
As once upon a time it may be, it all started when the two called themselves, 'we' :) :) :)
